Saturday, September 4, 2010

Hear my story, help me heal


Several weeks ago, I posted about a new graduate program in Narrative Medicine at Columbia University College of Physicians and Surgeons. I'm delighted and honoured to share with you an interview with Dr. Rita Charon (above), who founded the program and is a professor of Clinical Medicine. Dr. Charon is a general internist with a primary-care practice at New York-Presbyterian Hospital. She took a Ph.D. in English when she realized how central storytelling is to the work of health-care professionals, patients and families. She directs the narrative medicine curriculum for Columbia's medical school and teaches literature, narrative ethics and life-telling. I was fascinated and moved by the depth of her approach. It underscores the importance of what we do here in sharing the joys and challenges of parenting children with disabilities. And it holds such promise for improving care and relationships between parents and professionals. Thank you Rita for sharing this with us! Louise


BLOOM: What is narrative medicine?

Dr. Rita Charon: It’s a form of practice fortified with knowing what to do with stories. It’s the way a nurse or doctor or social worker or therapist might take care of you if they know that you have something important to tell about your situation and if they know that they have to get good at hearing what you tell.

BLOOM: Was there a time when storytelling was more integral to medicine?

Dr. Rita Charon: I’m not a nostalgic person. I don’t look back to the good old days when everything was better. I believe Hippocrates and Chekhov and Freud understood that the doctor must be very skilled at eliciting and respecting and learning from what the patient said. But the healthcare of that time was nowhere near as powerful as ours is. So I hesitate to say ‘we used to know how to do this and we just forgot.’

BLOOM: Why have we moved away from using stories in medicine?

Dr. Rita Charon: It’s not necessarily a matter of mean-spiritedness. I think as healthcare has become more and more specialized, we’ve dropped many of the skills we used to have in common. I’m not expecting the stomach guy to tell me what to do with my heart, however, I do expect them both to know just as much as doctors used to about how to listen to me; how to interpret what I say; how to recognize the feelings I’m having; how to speak kindly to me; how to give information to me in a way I understand it; how to look out for my family or whoever else is involved in my illness; and how to help me make decisions about technical care or ethical issues. These things should be shared by all doctors, but they’re not part of the itsy-bitsy specialized things that they’re supposed to know as specialists, so they don’t learn them.

BLOOM: How much of a foothold does narrative medicine have in medical practice in North America?

Dr. Rita Charon: The ideas in rough outline are not new. Since the ‘70s there have been more and more traditional schools teaching students something about how to talk to patients, how to do interviews, how to build a relationship and about the psychology of illness.

BLOOM: So how have they done?

Dr. Rita Charon: It’s been abysmally unsuccessful. If your doctor is younger than 50 to 60 he or she should have had this training but look around – what do you see?

BLOOM: Why haven’t we made more progress?

Dr. Rita Charon: Because from fairly early on this effort became very narrow. All the medical schools in the U.S. and most in Canada that I know teach a kind of recipe approach: “Call me by name early in the interview; establish eye contact in the first three minutes; treat me with respect.” Here are 10 little rules and if you follow these rules you’ll pass the test. There’s very little taught to do with true contact with a sick person. Then a group of us trained in humanities – in reading, literature and visual arts – came in and said: “There are better ways to do this. The idea is not to have students memorize a script, but rather to let the students experience the fact that each patient has her own unique story to tell and that your task is to be skilled at hearing that and interpreting it.” In the best of circumstances, when medical students got literature medicine courses they were being taught something about how stories work. But even that got derailed because some of my colleagues started having ‘English classes’ in medical school. The material wasn’t connected to patient experience. When I started calling my group narrative medicine in 2000 I thought that’s what it is! I didn’t want to teach literature in medicine. That sounded far away from my little clinic office on the second floor. If I practise narrative medicine, I’m a doctor. The phrase itself showed me there’s a dimension to medicine that has to do with telling and listening to stories. It’s grounded in clinical medicine.

BLOOM: How can narrative medicine benefit parents of children with disabilities and pediatric rehab professionals?

Dr. Rita Charon: The level of loss for some of the kids you see is so high. If you’re the parent of a child with a severe traumatic brain injury who’s lost the ability to speak or walk or think, you’re undergoing bereavement for the child that used to be. Your population of parents and staff need the kind of loving, insightful nourishment that the telling and listening of stories can give them.

BLOOM: When I think of storytelling, I can’t help thinking of time. Is the time needed an obstacle to implementing narrative medicine?

Dr. Rita Charon: We did a study with staff in the pediatric oncology unit at Columbia because we wanted to answer the question you just asked: How long does it take to get some benefits? We set up a series of hour-long writing workshops. We did it in the hospital and staff could come for an hour at lunch or an hour at 10 p.m. at night. We invited all doctors, nurses, social workers and child-life therapists. They had to commit to coming to five sessions and they had to take our research questionnaire at baseline and at the conclusion. We got 19 people who agreed to do that. What would happen is 12 to 15 of us would sit around a table and one or two of us would go as the writing coach. We’d pass around a short writing of some kind – a paragraph from a short story or a short poem. We’d talk about that for a bit and then give a writing prompt, such as: ‘Describe one of your patients from the point of view of their mother;’ or ‘Think of your sickest patient and imagine the best possible future for him or her.’ We would give them five minutes and they would write. Then everyone who wanted to would read aloud what they wrote. The writing coach would always start with comments on the text itself: “I notice you wrote that almost like a prayer” or “that image you use of the child as a butterfly is very meaningful” or “how interesting you left yourself completely out of that picture. Where are you in that picture?” We did this over a number of months and then we did a repeat questionnaire to see if there was a difference.

BLOOM: What did you measure?

Dr. Rita Charon: We measured their levels of experience of stress and what they felt the stress came from. For example, was the stress from the sadness of dying children, the incompetence of colleagues, or the absence of resources? We also used a questionnaire that measures how a person tries to see from other points of view. What we found was there was a statistically significant difference in their ability to see other perspectives after the workshops, which was extraordinary. Some of these people just came three times but overall seeing from another perspective improved enough to reach significance. The perceived stress, from the start of the study to the end, increased, and that reminded us that these workshops are not band-aids. These are not things that make it all better. You might feel worse, because you’re seeing more clearly what is going on. You’re hearing your colleague nurse weep about this young child with a big facial tumor and the mother can no longer recognize her. There’s a lot of weeping in these sessions. One interesting thing was that at the beginning of the study, the doctors and nurses were very different in terms of what they said caused their stress. But by the end, they were very similar. The writing didn’t relieve stress, but it did help the colleagues on the team to get nearer to one another in what they saw as stressful. These methods turn out to be very powerful at team building. In health-care settings there are lots of different professionals and, as you know, they don’t always get along well. When you do writing with them it’s almost like magic because it gets underneath the things that separate them. The doctors aren’t fussing with the chemo and the nurses aren’t fussing with the IV. They’re together looking at the suffering of the patient. When we asked them in a focus group at the end, “What did you think?” they said “We learned things about people we’d been working with for 10 years that we didn’t know. The writing was hard and at the beginning I wanted to tell the story, rather than writing it down. But I learned how important the writing is.”

BLOOM: Why is writing different from telling?

Dr. Rita Charon: It makes it visible. If you tell a story, you tell it, but it disappears – unless you audiotape and transcribe it and then it has words. When we write we give form to what we know. For example, when you write a sentence you have to choose what tense to use in the verb, but you don’t say: “Gee, I want to describe that young kid with the facial tumor, will I do it in the past tense?” It comes to you in a way, in the same way that metaphors and images come to you. My social worker didn’t ‘decide’ she was going to describe her breast-cancer patient as a crocus in early spring, but that’s what she ended up using. When you write it down you capture those deep, otherwise inaccessible ways of experiencing a certain thing. When someone reads aloud what they’ve written I can see not only the plot – the content – but by looking at the form I can see a great deal about where they put themselves in relation to the person they’re writing about. Someone might write in a peculiar tense: “I might have wondered if…” and only then do they understand how deep is their uncertainty, or how afraid they are about what’s to come. We’re starting an archive for medical students so the students can look back at what they’ve written at the end of three or four years and say: “I’ve been writing about death all the way along. But back when I was a first-year student, I thought everything could be cured. Look at this!”

BLOOM: Do you work with professionals and patients together or separately?

Dr. Rita Charon: In the beginning we did it separately. What went on in both of the groups was very moving. The doctors would read aloud to other doctors or nurses of their love and attachment to a patient, their sense of mourning and grief when things went badly, and their amazing joy when things went a little better. In the patient group, patients wrote about the absolute indignity of a bone-marrow transplant or how enraged they were that Medicare wasn’t going to pay for their experimental leukemia drug. It was my colleague who said: “Wouldn’t it be better if we had them together? If anyone should hear about what it’s like to go through a bone-marrow, it’s the doctors. And if anyone should hear the love and attachment doctors have for their patients, it should be the patients. So we put them together (although we don’t put patients with their own doctors).

BLOOM: I’m wondering if narrative medicine could be particularly relevant to pediatric rehab because of the stigma that surrounds disability in our culture. There may be a push to “treat” or “cure” the child with a disability when the child, who’s had the disability since birth, simply wants to be accepted.

Dr. Rita Charon: I think you’re onto something very important. It’s one thing if someone has tuberculosis and they take medicine and get better. A disability is not something that’s going to go away. It’s not like you have to just hurry up and take your pills and wait till this goes away. Your self is a self with this set of conditions. And the writing is a means to discover what that self is. I’ve been writing lately in my own work that the body is the home of the patient. Our body is where we live. Our body is the room we live in. It’s not this vehicle that carries us around during the day. Nor is it a prison. It’s our dwelling place. If I’m the doctor and looking into your ears I have to remember I’m looking into your home. I have to ask permission to come in. And I have to follow the rules of your home.

BLOOM: That’s very interesting because when I think of the body being a dwelling place, I think of something very sacred. And yet in our culture a child with a disability may be seen as being damaged or somehow “less than” others.

Dr. Rita Charon: If a child has a home that’s challenging – maybe it’s hard to get up the front steps – the task becomes not just ‘how am I going to get through the treatment?’ but ‘what is this life now?’ – with the benefits and added understanding of the human condition that I have by virtue of my blindness or deafness or loss of limb.

BLOOM: I imagine the best source of stories for professionals is direct ones from patients and families. But do you also recommend professionals seek out consumer stories more broadly – for example, from a blog?

Dr. Rita Charon: The equivalent of the National Institutes of Health in Italy has created an amazing blogging online community for parents of kids with rare diseases. The parents meet online and disseminate what’s known about these conditions and they’re teaching the pediatricians what it’s all about. I attended a conference last year in Rome where I was the keynote speaker. There were 20 to 30 posters by nurses, doctors and therapists about ways in which ill children or parents they work with had done this writing or video or art. We have a pediatrician on our faculty at Columbia who teaches a course on illness narratives and one on disability narratives. She has her students doing searches all over the Internet: there’s lots of NPR StoryCorps and blogging and YouTube and performance art related to children with illness and disabilities.

Dr. Charon's Narrative Medicine: Honoring the Stories of Illness was published in 2006.

Tuesday, August 31, 2010

It goes everywhere



Many of you asked for the make of this all-terrain wheelchair yesterday. I spoke to the vendor today, and it's a Terratrek by Motion Concepts, available in Canada and the U.S. (and I'm not sure where else).

I've been able to push it through sand and across the shallow part of a rock-strewn lake and I know it was used in all kinds of conditions at camp. Ben is very light, so I'm not sure how challenging it is to push with more weight. For us it's a smooth ride and the big wheels just pop on and off.

Now for a couple more links:

Here are some fascinating paper and poster abstracts that will be presented at the fifth International Disability Studies Conference at Lancaster University Sept. 7-9. Has anyone ever attended this conference?

Tekeal, from Bern, Switzerland, recommends Yo, tambien (Me too). This film, about a university graduate with Down syndrome who falls in love with a colleague, "is one of the most surprising films of the last year with two spectacularly good protagonists," according to the website of the International Film Festival in Rotterdam.

And my wonderful cousin Pamela in Bath, England, recommends this BBC documentary: Small Teen, Big World, about a teenager with dwarfism.

Monday, August 30, 2010

This and that



This all-terrain wheelchair goes everywhere! It's the one the Sunshine Foundation rented for us for Ben's time at camp. It's got thick wheels with big treads. It's a dream to push and I've been able to drive it over sandy beach, muddy path and in rocky water. We've rediscovered Cherry Beach on Lake Ontario and it's awesome to be able to walk through the rock-strewn water wearing a pair of flip-flops and pushing Ben. Our dog, Mr. Dumpling, likes it too. The wheels pop off for easy transition into the car -- even I can do them!

There is so much great content out there on disability issues. Here are a few things that caught my interest:

Wretches and Jabberers looks like a fascinating film coming to some theatres in the U.S. this fall. Two middle-aged American men with autism embark on a tour of Sri Lanka, Japan and Finland to change attitudes about disability and intelligence. Both men were socially isolated with limited speech until they learned to type as adults. Click on the picture of the globe to watch a mind-bending trailer.

Love that Max is one of my favourite blogs, and today Ellen continues her series on children with special needs around the world with a focus on Greece, where Emma writes about life with her son Dimitri, who has Angelman syndrome. What struck me was the lack of publicly funded accessible school services in Greece, necessitating private school and a four-hour total journey! Four hours in transit! However, I should note that our public school board has okayed kids with special needs spending up to three hours a day on the bus. Can you imagine what would happen if parents of typical kids entering kindergarten were told their kids would be 'bussing it' for three to four hours a day?

A touring gallery of Outsider Art, which includes work by people with disabilities, is on show in Turin, Italy.

Surprising revelations from a woman who finally gets to know her middle-aged brother, with an intellectual disability, after their mother dies: My brother's keeper from Modern Love in the New York Times.

Creative, non-fiction essays by young people 13 to 30 with disabilities describing growing up with a disability are being sought for a book-length anthology.

Kidneys and Eyes is written by 'the other' Julia Roberts, mom to two children who have had kidney transplants and long hospitalizations (and also have an eye disorder). Talking About When He Could Die is a recent sobering post.

Classics professor Kristina Chew is writing a book about raising her 13-year-old son with autism. Her blog, We Go With Him, chronicles some of the marathon bike rides dad and son go on. She explains more about her blog in Autism: Not exactly heaven on earth, but not a daily hell.

And Woodbine Press sent me Managing My Money, a workbook for teaching youth with intellectual disabilities banking and budgeting skills. I think this could be useful for all my kids.

Friday, August 27, 2010

'Where dreams are made of'




My daughter and I were in the car when rapper Jay-Z's "Empire State of Mind" came on.

In New York,
Concrete jungle where dreams are made of,
There's nothing you can't do,
Now you're in New York,
These streets will make you feel brand new,
the lights will inspire you...

"It's Salamander's song!" I gasped, remembering the young man who hung out with us in the teen lounge when Ben was an inpatient. My younger son confused his name, so he became Salamander to us.

Salamander would sit at the computer, swaying endlessly to "Let's hear it for New York;" Ben would click away at a Playstation controller, being Indiana Jones; and my daughter would message friends on Facebook.

"I miss the hospital," my daughter said, with a puzzled expression, and part of me was shocked and part of me felt the same emotional pull in my chest.

Here are some of the things I will never forget about our staff and what they do:

The receptionists. They're frontline ambassadors for the hospital, like a mini-cheering squad for your child. When it's the weekend and you're bringing your child back after a visit home and the last place you want to be is a hospital -- they greet you like family.

Compassionate, skilled, hands-on nurses, who mentor exceptional, eager nursing students. They take the time to know my son, even though it's hard for him to communicate.

Handmade heating packs: wrap three damp facecloths in a blue pad, secure with orange hospital tape and heat for a minute in the microwave. They were soft, moulded to the body and carried a bit of nursing magic. Flannel blankets, fresh sheets, comfy towels.

Medicine 'care packages' when you first go on LOA. A nurse would disappear into a room behind the nursing station and reappear with multiple medicines apportioned out in tiny bags, each labelled.

Spotless inpatient floors and rooms. The cleaners never stop. Some call my son by name.

Take-charge physios who are able to be tough when parents would quake, pushing a child's rehab forward. An occupational therapist who fits Ben for a reclining chair and other equipment.

Child-life specialists who gave my son a sense of control when he was in a body cast, powerless: calendar countdowns; a Wii game; skeleton gloves to add to his collection ("I knew they'd come in handy at some point," she said).

A team of nurses and child-life specialists who calm my son in a specially-designed room when the orthotist cuts off his body cast so that oozing surgical wounds and bed sores can be treated. His favourite Star Wars movie plays on a big screen, flickering strings of fibre-optic lights are draped over his chest and, to my surprise, he's deeply relaxed. The body cast, cut in two, is raced up to the orthotics workshop where staff repad the inside and sew on multiple velcro straps so that the two pieces can be refastened as one.

A pharmacist who brings handouts on a medicine's side-effects to the patient's room. A doctor who comes to my office to consult on an issue.

Recreation staff who stop by each day to tell us what fun activities are on: a movie, a starry space-simulation in the Snoezelen room.

Artists who bring clay to the bedside so my son can grow his family of ghosts. Raised, accessible gardening for kids in wheelchairs on the terrace. A therapeutic-clown duo who act out a famous Star Wars scene -- on the fly, in the hallway -- for Ben. Closed captioning on the television so that my son, who has hearing loss, can comfortably watch his favourite shows.

Putting on bathing suits in your hospital room and taking the elevator down and being transported into a small heated pool where the lights are dimmed, a kaleidoscope of butterflies turns on the wall, a jet pummels your back and a gentle spray rises from the water like mist. You breathe.

The lifeguard who uses sign language. The music therapist who calls to say she'll be working with my son.

Everything under one roof. Ben even got in a trip to the dentist on the 2nd floor.

These are just some of the things for which I'm profoundly grateful.

Ben can walk a few steps now. He's weak and limps. But he does it. They've got him walking on a treadmill on bi-weekly visits to the rehab gym. He can climb stairs holding a hand. Two months ago, I couldn't imagine him ever walking again. Holland Bloorview is a hospital 'where dreams are made of.' They may not be the dreams of those who flock to Jay-Z's NYC, but they are dreams, nonetheless.

Tuesday, August 24, 2010

Worlds apart

I'm happy to let you know that I've been asked to write once a month for Hopeful Parents. You can read my piece Worlds apart there today.

Hopeful Parents is an online community of parents of children with special needs. You can read a variety of posts by parents just like you or chat online with them.

I like the way Hopeful Parents describes its mandate for writers:

Let's start with what we're not about, because that paints a clear picture: we're not about providing solutions, we're not a how-to site, we don't give answers on why a condition exists or how to treat it, we don't do product reviews, we're not a news outlet or a source of information.

So what's left?

We are about YOU. What is it like being your child's parent? How do you feel when your son or daughter succeeds or fails? What affect does parenting a special needs child have on your marriage, on your relationship with other family members, on your own sense of self?

Of utmost importance at Hopeful Parents is WHAT IT FEELS LIKE TO BE THE PARENT OF A CHILD WITH SPECIAL NEEDS.

I'm honoured and privileged to introduce you to Hopeful Parents. I'm sure you'll find much there of value and comfort! Louise

Sunday, August 22, 2010

Parent presence at induction: An anesthesiologist speaks


After my last post supporting the option of parent presence when a child is anesthetized for surgery, many parents and a reader with a disability shared their experiences and opinions.

I wanted to hear the perspective of an anesthesiologist, so I posted a query on the pediatric anesthesia forum run through SickKids in Toronto. This online forum draws questions and insights from children's anesthesiologists from around the world.

I was delighted to hear from Dr. Matthias Konig of Cincinnati Children's Hospital Medical Center. Our correspondence appears below (my initial message has been shortened to omit an explanation about BLOOM). Dr. Konig directed me to an excellent review of the literature, but I need to obtain permission to post its findings. However, you'll get the gist of the results from my response to his message. Louise

Pediatric Anesthesia Forum

General Pediatric Anesthesia => General discussion => Topic started by: LouiseKinross on August 17, 2010, 06:09:31 PM



Title: Parent presence at induction
Post by: LouiseKinross on August 17, 2010, 06:09:31 PM

Given a CAPHC report showing parents overwhelmingly want to be present when their child is anesthetized in the OR, but wide variation in 16 Canadian hospitals surveyed as to when they do or don't allow parent presence, I would be grateful to hear comments from anesthetists as to whether you support, or don't support, parent presence, and why.

In addition, I am interested in knowing if any hospitals have a separate, "safe" ante-room where children are put under before being taken to the OR.

Operating rooms are horrifying places (massive lights, boxes of technology, frightening tools, people in masks). When so much effort is expended on making other experiences in the hospital child-friendly, I'm surprised that so little has been done to reduce the trauma of being taken to the OR and having a stranger put a mask over your face.

I am communications manager at Holland Bloorview Kids Rehabilitation Hospital here in Toronto, and write a blog on parenting kids with disabilities. I wrote a blog related to the new report re parent presence and my own personal experience with my son, who has had multiple surgeries. We've had a number of parent replies but I want to hear from anesthetists!

Why do you, or don't you, support parent presence? Does anyone have positive experience with a safe ante-room where kids are anesthetized before being taken to the OR? Or with other initiatives to make the operating room or induction less traumatic?

Many thanks! Louise



Title: Re: Parent presence at induction
Post by: mwkonig on August 20, 2010, 01:57:41 PM

Certainly a controversial topic and there probably isn't a single "right" answer to all aspects of this. One of the problems when discussing this topic is that we need to differentiate between what the parents want and what is beneficial for the child. It is easy to show that parental satisfaction increases when they are allowed to be present during induction of anesthesia. Despite the parental perception that they "help" their child during this phase, it is actually not at all proven that parental presence in fact benefits the child. This issue has just recently been reviewed in a Cochrane study and the author's conclusion was that parental presence is not superior to induction without parents, and likely less effective than premedication (see Yip et al.: Non-pharmacological interventions for assisting the induction of anaesthesia in children" Cochrane Database Syst Rev 2009: CD006447).

That being said, ultimately a lot of other factors come into play, many of them simply concern the logistics involved in providing the "parental presence option". Depending on OR layout, number and type of cases, available personal, additional expense, etc., bringing all parents into the actual OR for induction may be difficult and impractical and therefore parental presence may not be offered routinely at some places.

At my hospital we have induction rooms for most of our OR' so bringing parents in for induction is relatively easy since they dont have to change into a "bunny suit" or scrubs. As a consequence of this culture, parents here ususally expect to be able to accompany their child, even in cases where theit would certainly not make much sense, such as in the case of a small infant or an immature and tearful teenage parent. So many of us would like to sometimes limit this practice a bit, particularly when it seems unlikely that the child will get any benefit from it or when oral premedication with midazoloam seems more effective.

Matthias Konig


Title: Re: Parent presence at induction
Post by: LouiseKinross on August 22, 2010, 11:31:02 AM

Dear Dr. Konig: I'm immensely grateful for your message and insights.

Thank you for referring me to the Cochrane review, which I read. I was surprised that in the eight studies assessing parental presence not one showed parent presence reduced child's anxiety (vs induction without parents).

I did have a few thoughts. The review notes that most studies excluded children with a history of chronic illness or developmental delay. Some excluded children who had received previous surgery.

I think this is precisely the population in which parents are most insistent that they be present: children with chronic conditions who endure repeated surgeries (going to the OR is not a discreet/one-time, quickly forgotten event in the life of the child/family, but occurs multiple times a year, over years) and who may have developmental disability/be non-verbal (unable to advocate/parent is their only voice).

Perhaps it would be useful to study this specific population by tracking physiological indicators of anxiety at time of induction when parents are present vs. non-present. I think we also need to look at long-term impact of parental presence for this population.

The studies are telling me loud and clear that my presence is not reducing my son's fear in the moments of induction. What they are not gauging is the long-term psychological impact of him knowing that I am there. Yes, he went through hell, but mom was there. What does that mean for the level of trust between a vulnerable child and parent over time? What does it mean for the parent to be able to say: I couldn't take away the fear, but at least I was witness to it. He didn't do it alone.

(of course this may be irrelevant for the healthy, verbal child going in for the one minor surgery he'll have in his entire childhood).

The Cochrane review notes that most children find induction very stressful. My son has had more than a dozen surgeries and it was only recently that I learned he could be given a sedative in advance (and you note that premedication was shown to be superior to parent presence in one of the reviewed studies).

A parent wants full information that puts them in the best position to choose a course of action that will reduce their child's stress.

The review is positive in noting that child-focused interventions (therapeutic clowns, hypnosis, a quiet, low-sensory environment, and hand-held video games) can reduce anxiety. I hope we see more studies of these interventions with the most vulnerable children -- those who have repeated surgeries and those with delays who may not be able to speak for themselves.

How was the rationale made at your hospital for separate induction rooms that accommodate parent presence (given studies suggest it does not benefit the child)?

Again, thank you very much for taking the time to educate me about the Cochrane review and shed light from the perspective of an anesthesiologist. I will share our correspondence with the parent readers of BLOOM who I know will find it invaluable. Cheers. Louise

Sunday, August 15, 2010

In the OR he wanted me -- not his fire hat


I remember when I first purchased my son's medical records how wrenching it was to read how he had reacted to being 'put under' when taken to the operating room.

Dec 20, 96: Anxious but cooperative.

April 14, 97: Teary-eyed 3-year-old (I wept when the record noted that he carried his beloved red fire hat).

May 27, 97: Cried on induction (Fire hat and butterfly net in attendance).

Dec 15, 97: Cried on induction.

Of course I didn't see these reactions because I wasn't given the option of being in the operating room while he was put to sleep.

So I was heartened to read a recent report on parent presence at surgical induction (and recovery) by a group that includes parents and professionals from the Canadian Family Advisory Network, the Canadian Association of Pediatric Health Centres and the Canadian Association of Child Life Leaders, as well as youth.

I found the report on Sasha Bella Stein Blumberg Forever -- a blog created in memory of a little girl who died from serious heart and liver problems. Her father Jonathan writes the blog and her parents started a fund to support family-centred care at SickKids hospital in Toronto.

Jonathan writes that an anesthetist describes induction without a parent like this: “A stranger picks you up and takes you away and puts a mask over your face and you wake up in pain."

The full report is posted on the Sasha Bella site and includes these findings:

97.3 per cent of 121 parents surveyed said it was very important or important for them to be present at induction, but about one-third had never been present.

Parents noted that they felt they had to "fight hard" or "battle" to be present at induction; that to be denied access made them question hospitals' stated commitment to family-centred care; that preparation for parents who attend an induction was essential; and that parent presence was particularly important when a child had developmental or other chronic conditions.

Just over half of 32 teenagers said they wanted a parent present with them at induction to make them feel safer, more comfortable and less alone.

A survey of 16 Canadian hospitals found wide variation in whether parents were allowed to be present. One hospital said it "always" gives parents the option, five said they "usually" do, eight said they "occasionally" do, and two said they "never" do.

Research suggests that being present does not necessarily reduce anxiety in patient or parent at the time of induction, but may reduce anxiety or other negative outcomes from the experience over time. Overall, the report says, there is agreement that parent presence is usually helpful when the child is undergoing repeated surgeries or has a mental health or developmental condition.

Recommendations included: that hospitals consider the benefits of parent presence and learn about the experiences of hospitals that have established programs; that CAPHC make information about member hospitals' policies available on its website: that parents be informed in advance whether they can be present, and, if they can't, why not; that where parent presence is offered, parents be educated in advance about what to expect and how to support their child.

I believe preparation is essential -- and can't be done on the fly in the OR. When I accompanied Ben for the first time more recently it wasn't till he was sitting on the table that a nurse said: "He may fight it. He may fall back, so I want you to be prepared. His eyes may fall back in his head."

In addition to preparing parents for what to expect -- and perhaps having a child life specialist present as a child/parent support -- it would be great if children could be put under in a "safe" adjoining room -- without the technology and tools visible -- or if hospitals looked at how to make the OR more child-friendly. Much effort is expended on the latter in other parts of children's hospitals, only to be negated by the frightening scene that awaits in the OR. The room Ben had his hip surgery in was massive, with imposing lights and boxes of technology and equipment that reminded me of power tools.

We've had anesthetists and nurses who took the time to explain equipment, cheer Ben on and reassure me, and others who just wanted to get the job done: they pulled the mask from behind him, so he didn't see it, then placed it on his mouth and held it while he thrashed.

It's painful to see your child's body fight, then slump, then become lifeless. Last time the anesthetist and nurses looked up at me expectantly -- as if to say: "This is your exit lady." I bent over to kiss his cheek and breathed in the foul gas still billowing from the mask. They took off his hospital gown and I left him there, unconscious and naked.

It's disturbing, but I wouldn't have it any other way. A child deserves to have a parent with them through that kind of horror.